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The Knight

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:: Friday, April 28, 2006

Phase - 4 (playing - without you, 3 Doors Down during this blogging session)

Hi once again, no stories here today to keep u entertained. Probably coz im burnt & tired out. Probably someone has an idea whats going on. Once again I failed my knighthood. Self-sacrificial &unconditional - L##E . Giving w/o asking of anything in return is something im been trying to attain through this self-improvement thing for last few years. Seems like it, that i did not quite achieve that despite my previous failure. What do i really want? 1 out of 100% in return of what i ve given ??? Yes even a 1% makes me happy enuf. But it didnt seem so

That night i drank alot i had alot of fun, but thinking of you kept me awake fighting my consciousness thru out. End up hang over heh.

Its a hot sun right out there, yet dark clouds hovering on top of me. Maybe u didnt realised, it hurt me more than it did to u. Thanks to those who has been cheering me despite efforts to ask me to slow down. Too bad for myself i did not heed that advice, Now that the horse im riding throughout the intended journey is dead, my armor with my sword has rusted, No longer shining nor magnificent. Am i able to survive the journey along meeting obstacles. I dont know that for sure. I came this far, theres no turning back. Somehow against all odds, I still want to complete the journey, even if it requires something permanent from me. Dont feel sorry for me, I chose this path not because i had to, but i want to.

For once, Im in a mess where i do not know how to handle. Its pathetic when you are able to handle almost all types of situation and yet for once ur stuck.
Im gonna take a very very very long run out right now, hope my waterpac lasts enuf and i dont get a headache while running. Im not running from problem this time, I just wanna see . WHich lasts longer, My body VS My mind

honoured by edwardhjt // 1:06 PM

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