Phase 1 - Shattered World
Sorry for repeating stories
"How sad I Wish i could undo certain thing. Just 1 thing in my life and that is all I ask for. Unfortunately this is life....... All I can is just hope for best ."
From my last entry, I finally got to hear from her, Its been like 4 years? or more?
Everytime I monkeyed around in office quoting : Back then there was a true love relationship possibility , but I didnt appreciate it. Until that chance was gone , I regretted it with deep sorrow. If God could give me just 1 more chance, I wished it to be not worldly gains but to say 3 words to her. Should there be a time limit on this relationship. I wish it to be 10000 years.
But then once again, in reality. Its just not possible, coz some pple change , some pple just dont. But I still wish it possible. I remembered a conversation with a fren on why I attended church. He told me was here for a girl but something changed, He ended up on right path. But i didnt, all I knew , I fell too far. And now I dared to say , it was for her. Hearing how she got hurt, really saddens me. Is this fate or someone just playing a cruel joke. I rather be the 1 that gets hurt in anyway, any form than rather be it on her. Cliche though ....
Ok anyway I have a new Dog, shes called GERGER a 3 yr old Japanese Spitz . lol funny eh? She was passed from a friend whom couldnt takecare of her anymore. Earlier she wasnt easy to look after, she kinda yang orz ( wants tons of attention ) Hard for me , coz now I seems to be taking on a fatherly role now. Shes damn cute n fun. Hopefully I dont screw up lolz. Thats all for now I get back to work from snaking.

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