Phase 3 ( 2 down, 2 to go )
Yea thats right, I have finished my papers for Human Mass Comm, Social Behavioural Studies. I was confident to secure an A for HMC, but not SBS. Paper was hard and it wasn't easy to prepare for it. Too late to cry now and I would be glad if I can get a B for this, but its strong enough to bring slight depression to me. I felt so lousy and now I've got so little time for TDMC paper on Monday. Working my brain juices off to memorize every shit. I want to do Degree program so much...... I know I'm way behind for others of my age, thats why I'm trying so hard. Even my family started to become positive and possible of providing my degree when the day comes.
Took a break and didnt expect fireworks show at Bugis NLB. Lovely sight and almost everyone stopped to view, including the librarians themselves. But it didn't do any better good. I realised I have a deep dose of unrealistic optimism. Will doing good serve any purpose these days? Is it so wrong for me to want something so simple? I'm so deeply jealoused of other successful guys around me ? Do you rate such jealousy as a sin and breaking of commandment? Someone please gimme a freaking ***damn explanation!

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