Phase 5 - Anger Management Fail
I met someone, I can't believe his hunger for toying pple's feeling. Why do people of his kind get such luxury.In fact I wanted to know what is the cause of his such desires. But I digged out nothing.
But I couldnt help it, my eyes started twirling with flames. For awhile it felt like inferno hot lava burning in my pupils. My fists clenched burning with hatred with a thousand degrees. Indirectly I was hurt sometime back by 1 of his kind, he then had a fiance. Then I started to hate her also, despite the fact I tried my very best to please her in anyway.Its kind of pathetic holding onto that kind of feeling after so long.
All I got from you is pure form of sadness and sorrow. I couldnt deny the fact I hated you too once. I could only blame myself in the end,It is still alittle hard when I try my best to smile at this guy whenever I see him. Terrible feeling.
Obviously I failed again. I decided, if this is the fate of a good guy, so be it. I dont think I want to hurt anyone to suffer as I had, I decided to abandon that plan.I treasure the friendship we share now and u might not even know and best let it stay that way.
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