DRAIN PHASE ; ;
I’m so drained of both physical and mental energies. I feel weak. I did a 3km run last nite but I couldn’t keep up a simple 30-lap swim under 30mins. I felt nausea for the first time. I highly predict I would fail this 2nd attempt at Student Council Interview when I was rejected due to lack of enthusiasm. Honestly even though I did the interview 1st, someone said I looked very tired. Yea I am.
Perhaps that’s my nature and I found the reasons why I can fail interviews. “ LACK OF ENTHU” But when my energies are all gone, I don’t really give a shit for other stuffs. I was sad for a moment but not even at least one hour.
I know this sounds crazy and stupid, but I have already identified this source of energy. “ Being in Love again” I need this strength and I don’t want to lose it.
BTW going to Starhub is becoming very nostalgic; it brings back more sad memories than good ones. I wanna leave and start afresh elsewhere. Whenever I picture you CR, I think of MR MELVIN. You and him just became an inerasable part of my braincells that I have been trying to rid of.
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