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The Knight

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:: Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Phase 8 - Help me



Yes this is yet another gloomy entry, its my blog anyway and my online diary. I think throughout the entire soccer training or game. This is the worse training of my life, I couldn't focus nor display strength and control. I swear that almost every training I try to give 110% but seems like past 2 weeks have been futile. I used to think all I need to do is work hard and give my best shot at anything, I could yield satisfactory results. Seems like it doesn't work this way.



My ankle-sole area hurts but its nothing compared emotionally. Everyone asks, whats wrong with me lately. I think of any reason I could give, not because of protecting myself from shame but its becoz I don't know. All I wanna do right now is find a dark shady corner, hide myself and cover my face. Now the level of my courage and confidence has already plunged deeply. I'm 26 and now then I realised what a BuM I've been. I have achieved almost nothing. I watched "Pursuit of HappYness", I cried. I thought to myself what if I'm in Will Smith's shoe. I also thought I have tried to change for the better, but to no avail.





"Untitled"

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain



How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me



Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again



So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t



How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me



I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

honoured by edwardhjt // 9:36 PM

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