I can't stop thinking about you. U asked me to wait for you for 10 months.... although only 3 weeks has passed. But those 3 weeks felt like 3 thousand years to me.
I wonder if you are thinking of me right now.... as I am right now at 6am. It has been 3 days where I'cant even sleep. I wished I was one year early thats all. I'm really very happy that you initiated so many things, even things with breaking up with your boyfriend. I wasn't aware of that. When you told me that, I was really happy. Emotionally right but yet Morally wrong. I admit I want you to be with me instead of your bf..... I just can't do it. Yes I'm stubborn and I really still can't define what "Happyness" is about. I thought I could when you asked me about it, I lied to you to make you happy but even till now. I can't.
My mother's fortune teller said this year is a bad year for relationship for me. I want to refuse to believe this, but it's happening.
My heart yearns and desires deeply for you still, My heart melted when I realised I'm you spring wind and that I am able to bring warmth and happiness. I do want to be a wind that lingers around you. It is my own fault that I have forced myself to be gone with the wind.
I never had the chance to tell you " Sarang haeyo" 亲爱
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